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11 March, 2011

Lucky Me

~ Dedicated to Pushkar

Friends are very hard to find. By friends i don't mean people who you enjoy to stay with most. Friends in this context i mean those few rare gems who cares for you in ways you don't enjoy much. They in their own mysterious little ways try to make sure you get what is needed for you (nothing less nothing more). Sometimes you get so angry, so frustrated  on them that you feel like shouting back at them. They would drive you to the verge of craziness and irritation to get your chores done, to get rid of your harmful addictions. They would literally drive you mad. But at the end of the day you realize what they have done for you, how much they care for your well being and brighter future. Without them there would be no one to guide you, no one to double check if the things you are doing is right or wrong, no one to scold you for your wrong deeds. If you find this definition of friend wrong, then you haven't yet found a TRUE friend. I am really lucky to have acquired one of these rare little gems; Pushkar. I never thought i would find someone who would truly care for me. He is the most trust worthy friend that i have ever come across in my life.
Pushkar, I am extremely sorry for my recent deeds and my irrational behavior. I know you think that i am not trying and i am ignoring your lectures but trust me i will live up to my expectations and i am trying my best. I know i get angry and i repeat my mistakes and i am really sorry for that. Without you i will be really helpless and the lack of guidance will eventually result in my downfall. So please never threaten me of our friendship... And really thanx for everything (abstract / concrete).

Will be always there for you...


26 February, 2011

Lies...

To T.A.

"I didn't really promise u anything, i just said it to make you smile."
This isn't what you say after a year long of promises that u made to me..... All those were  lies?? Something to feed my happiness temporarily?? Something you said just to make me smile then??
What were you thinking.....?? I won't say you ruined my life or something like that, I won't accuse u of anything.......  Damn it... I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY LIFE GIRL...........!!! Once again you turned out to be just like any other girl..... You helped me falling in love again and u yourself turned  your back to me... How easily can you break someone' heart? Didn't you feel that pang in my heart when you so without any effort said that i don't mean anything to u?? I wish i could just vanish from the face of the earth then....
I am so sorry for you..........